the other half of me

truthfully u dun have to find ur heart my dear

coz i'm here waiting

sad that u don't know

but gladly Allah knows

patience in waiting for the right 1

might be the best choice to be happy together throughout life till jannah

without rushing choosing anybody desperately

and accepting anybody who comes

confessing to u desperately might not b the best decision

coz if u r not the one destined then it is a waste

yes i know u r waiting, searching too

but if u find sumbody else before me

that means u r not the one Allah had chosen for me

yes truthfully my heart can't bear it  if u r with sum1 else one day

i'm worried too 

but Allah had planned the best for each of His creations

if only u know me

if only u know how i feel for almost 3years

if only u know.. i am glad.. 

each time i see u passing

my eyes are tearing

i juz can't help it 

each time i heard ur name and voice

my heart beats fast it makes me almost fainting

each time i know u r close

i juz lower my gaze coz i dun want to see u

u make me like u more n more without any reason

it hurts to know that reality is

i am.. not even once be able to talk with u

i am never even stand face to face to u

by the time i think it is impossible

i tried my hardest to forget what i feel towards u

but each day u appear even more frequent in front of me

each day u r getting nicer, makes me fall for u even more

sabarlah hati.. Allah tahu semua

I WANT.....

A GENTLE TOUCH WITHOUT GUILT

A SOOTHING VOICE IN MY EARS

A SWEET MEDICINE OF LAUGHTER

A SOFT PRESSURE ON MY SHOULDER

THE COOLNESS ON MY EYES

A BLESSING FROM ABOVE

A PAIR OF WINGS LIKE A DOVE

I WANT......

THE OTHER HALF OF ME

'and among His signs, is that He created u from yourselves mates that u may find tranquility in them, n he placed between you affection and mercy, indeed in that are signs for people who give thought'

(surah Ar-Ruum, verse 21)